Escéptico varón con experiencia del "vacío"

Veintitantos años, sin quejas específicas

 

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I felt as if I had entered an empty space,

where I also became part of it.

I felt like I was part of the void.

I felt a weight on me... but it wasn't my weight...

it felt very strange, very calm.

It was strange to feel this way,

like I wasn't thinking about my problems.

I wasn't thinking about things that aren't here now.

I was fine. 

 

Nothing bad was going to happen -

even if I took my time,

there was no problem with that...

like I was no longer pressured by time.

For my family, I knew they were fine.

If I'm fine, they will also end up being fine.

 

Yes, it gave me a good shake.

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There was a moment when I felt you (the facilitator) were there,

but I also felt several... not presences...

but I felt there were many people around...

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I heard stones hitting each other...

other sounds behind me... like...

not that they touched me,

but I felt as if someone was almost caressing me.

It was something external.

I didn't perceive it as something from me or

from you (the facilitator).

 

But I knew nothing bad would happen to me.

I had the confidence that I could keep my eyes closed

and be calm

because I knew nothing would happen

regardless of who was there.

 

With closed eyes,

I began to see colors.

I saw blue.

I saw a little white point -

like sunlight, but a tiny white point

that, even when it was gone,

this little point remained."